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Aug. 17th, 2005 | 10:50 pm
mood: indescribableindescribable

.....Why is it when things are going good something happens? Things were really great, Lost Kauze had performed, people were getting along...then my mom ends up in a coma. I know it is because of her Cetra powers. They literally drain her energy...but why is it so bad? Mom's hair is now completely white...I can tell dad is really upset. I went and saw him to try and convince him to get out of the inn for a while and I'd stay there with mom...but he refuses. He just sits there, holding her hand and talking to her. ...I don't think I have ever seen someone so dedicated to one person before... When people tell me that my dad doesn't really love my mom, that she was the only thing available at the time, that one day he's going to leave her...honestly I just look at them like they're morons... my dad is so in love with my mom..I think he would die first then ever hurt her. Despite everything that's happened between them..they're still together...and they're still in love with eachother...its amazing...a love that strong, that no matter what happens they're always going to be together... I know its starting to wear on my dad, mom always being hurt in some way...I wish there was something that I could do...but I don't know how to help. Dad keeps on smiling though...how hard it must be to do that...not knowing when or if she'll wake up again...but he keeps on smiling anyway....
That's something you find once in a lifetime...that kind of love is...
I'm proud to say that I am a Sinclair. And I don't care what others think of my dad or my mom..they're dead wrong.

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