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Sep. 21st, 2003 | 07:40 pm
mood: blankblank

Well...a lot has happened these past few months...I don't want to repeat it..so..
I work a lot now. Mom finally got the resturant open so I waiter there. I make some good tips. I have a son, Glenn..who seems to be..a little confused..but otherwise fine..and Kaylee is pregnant again...makes me feel like my dad in a way when mom kept having kids...
Speaking of mom..she...she isn't doing so well...she has kind of stopped talking to people since...the accident...she doesn't sleep for weeks on end...she's...she's finally gone off the deep end I mean..it would be a mirical for her to bounce back...and you know I really miss her.. ...but I guess it's our fault she's this way..I mean..maybe if...if we had all..been a little nicer she isn't perfect and she does try really hard..and..I wonder...how that really feels to have things thrown at you...to be booed when you walk down the hallway...to have people glare at you... ...I wonder how it feels like...to not be able to say anything...
But...she did deserve some of it in a way...she put up such a fight with being the leader...
...Though...I'd probably do the same thing....

I hope she'll be okay....

I love you mom.
Please get better...
Please...

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Red Toenails..

Jul. 28th, 2003 | 11:40 pm
mood: contentcontent

Kaylee decided to paint my toenails red today and then her and Papaya decided to do my make-up..

By the way Papaya looks really upset because Jim is working so uh....Ian..Mom..do you think you could let Jim spend some time with her? Unless of course..Jim is working just because he wants to and not because you're making him, then I will just..have a talk with him <.<

Anyway..I'm getting married in two days and for some reason I don't feel very nervous..I'm sure I probably will though..

Well.. that's all..

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Too Much

Jul. 21st, 2003 | 09:20 pm
mood: confusedconfused

There has been way too much going on these days.. My mother had my half-brother, Edge. He's an okay kid, he doesn't talk to me...he's always off doing his own thing. Doesn't bother anyone though.

I don't know what to get Kaylee today. I know that it has to be something shiny and expensive or she'll be greatly disappointed. I can't keep affording this stuff though...what am I going to do?

I have to be one of the most confused teenagers to ever live...

That can't be good.

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Jul. 10th, 2003 | 11:12 am
mood: aggravatedaggravated

So my mom's having another baby.... I thought maybe they would stop after Yaiko, apparantly not. I think I'm related to half this mansion and that isn't a good thing. Kaylee's talking about having a lot of kids and I really, really do not want that, maybe one, I could handle one...or two. Two would be fine...but more then that...please spare me the misery I suffer enough.

Band practice isn't getting anywhere, I doubt we'll ever record an album we can't even practice a song. I think we should just call the whole thing off, no one seems to have time to do anything.

I guess that's the price you pay when you're at war.

Man..

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er...O.x;

Jun. 30th, 2003 | 09:24 am
mood: surprisedsurprised

So I decided to take those quizzes too. I don't seem to have a particular flavor as I kept getting different results so I decided to skip that one and move onto the smile..


This is what I got..Collapse )

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Introductory Phase

Jun. 28th, 2003 | 09:01 pm
mood: contemplativecontemplative

Well...I managed to find this..er...thing all of you have been posting on...actually the page kind of opened up when I picked up mom's computer...so I decided to create one as well.

I saw Kiko kind of walking in a daze earlier, she looked kind of sad. Anyone know what's wrong with her, I asked her but she just said it was nothing and that she was looking for Christian. I think I'll go tell Ramza about it later.

And mom would you stop being so depressed. I know it's going to sound mean no matter how I say it but...it really is starting to get annoying...I wouldn't blame people if they told you to stop sulking..

No one better yell at me about this either...

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