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My Guitar

Jan. 2nd, 2006 | 08:39 pm
mood: sadsad

Nadia's been taking my guitar. For what reason is beyond me. I wish though she wouldn't take it, I kinda need it to practice, though I don't think Lost Kauze will be performing anytime soon, not until mom's memory returns anyway.
...I wish things would stop happening to my family. I know that my mom is the leader which makes her a target for a lot of attacks, but seriously....why can't things just leave her alone? I hate seeing my mom like this, confused all the time, not knowing what to say or how to act. This is probably the worst thing that has ever happened to her. I know its wearing on my dad, but he just smiles and helps her out every step of the way.
I hope she gets her memory back soon..

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The Project

Sep. 2nd, 2005 | 02:30 pm
mood: crankycranky

So today my dad had this huge grin on his face when we walked into class. I could only assume it was because he was about to use me as an another example for some ebarassing sex sequence like he usually does. Instead he announced that for fifty days we have to keep a journal on how the affects of be abstinent affect us. What kind of crap is that? We're the only class that has to do this project and well we finally got him to agree that he has to do it too, and if he fails we automatically get an A. So I'm not really worried knowing my dads reputataion. I love him to death and all but seriously I know how he gets going without. I've seen it before. He gets all edgy and bounces around like he has too much pent up energy and he doesn't know what to do with it all. So I know he won't last very long. No offence or anything dad.
I heard Jim comes back today, that's cool I haven't seen him in a while. I guess he went back up into space to visit Melfina and Gene. I can understand that, he misses it up there. If Papaya wasn't here...I don't think he would come back at all. But well that's just my opinion.

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What's going on?

Aug. 17th, 2005 | 10:50 pm
mood: indescribableindescribable

.....Why is it when things are going good something happens? Things were really great, Lost Kauze had performed, people were getting along...then my mom ends up in a coma. I know it is because of her Cetra powers. They literally drain her energy...but why is it so bad? Mom's hair is now completely white...I can tell dad is really upset. I went and saw him to try and convince him to get out of the inn for a while and I'd stay there with mom...but he refuses. He just sits there, holding her hand and talking to her. ...I don't think I have ever seen someone so dedicated to one person before... When people tell me that my dad doesn't really love my mom, that she was the only thing available at the time, that one day he's going to leave her...honestly I just look at them like they're morons... my dad is so in love with my mom..I think he would die first then ever hurt her. Despite everything that's happened between them..they're still together...and they're still in love with eachother...its amazing...a love that strong, that no matter what happens they're always going to be together... I know its starting to wear on my dad, mom always being hurt in some way...I wish there was something that I could do...but I don't know how to help. Dad keeps on smiling though...how hard it must be to do that...not knowing when or if she'll wake up again...but he keeps on smiling anyway....
That's something you find once in a lifetime...that kind of love is...
I'm proud to say that I am a Sinclair. And I don't care what others think of my dad or my mom..they're dead wrong.

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Wow

Jul. 6th, 2005 | 10:22 pm
mood: anxiousanxious

...Hmm...well let's see. Lost Kauze FINALLY performed and I'm glad that we didn't bomb. I think the people really liked us this should set in ourmotion our album to be recorded. I can't wait!!

I like mom's new journal I think it fits her personality really well, and that's a really nice picture of her too, I wonder where she found it. I saw that everyone seemed to be chainging their journal layout so I changed mine too, its always good to switch it up.

LOST KAUZE ROCKS!!

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I'm just Hangin'

Nov. 19th, 2004 | 10:56 pm

I think its weird that everyone is updating their journals at around the same time...but..whatever...

The band finally got ready enough to perform, and then my mother disappears on us...I couldn't put on the show...she's the only drummer we have....

I think...this whole band thing is just a waste of breath...all we do is sit around talking about it..

well school is going okay for me...I'm actually passing all of my classes so far...I heard Quidditch might be starting up soon....that would be awesome if it did...I miss flying around on my broom....its such a rush...

well I better get going I gotta study for a math test...

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Band Practicee

Jun. 1st, 2004 | 10:08 pm
mood: determineddetermined

Finally. I decied to make everyone get together for a practice, and I'll keep doing it if it works out.

I'm tired of empty promises, so if I have to, I'll play all the instruments myself...even though that would be rather hard...

Anyone that disagrees with me better run. >.>

Well I'm glad those zombies are gone, they now we can get on with our lives without worrying about being eaten.

Yaiko has been spending a lot of time at that bakery....what is up with that?

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Lost Kauze

Apr. 21st, 2004 | 11:16 pm
mood: annoyedannoyed

I know I'm getting annoying...but if we're going to have a band...do you think we could actually ACT like one? No one bothers to attend practice anymore, except for me, we haven't done one single show...

It just annoys me I guess..I learned how to play the guitar for nothing. Forget it..I'll just go solo.

I do want to congratulate Christian and Tacienta. Glad you two are getting together.

I'm glad at least school's out for the summer. It's a nice vacation.

Hmm...

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Crazy Fangirls

Mar. 14th, 2004 | 08:04 pm
mood: calmcalm

They won't leave me alone...they messed up my 500 combo...T.T....

Anyway I now have three new sisters, Bekka, Nadia and Tohru, they are very pretty. I also got to see Jim and Papaya's new son, Arlen, he looks like Jim with Papaya's eyes. He seems like a pretty happy baby. And I also got to see Leah's baby, Nanito, he looks like Sasarai, Leah's happy.

Our town was recently overrun by zombies..which I found out my mother is deathly afraid of..

I mean what are they going to do honestly..you can run away faster then they can walk...

But...yeah...o.o

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Our Album?

Jan. 23rd, 2004 | 09:12 pm
mood: confusedconfused

Is it ever going to get recorded? I don't think so. First it was the war, now it's school and people having kids...I say we forget the whole thing as we've practically done so by now anyway. Well, it just seems like its a big bother...I mean everyone is always so busy...

I have a feeling dad is trying to compete with my twelve children record... ... just a feeling... that and his yelling "I'M GOING TO BEAT YOU!!!" at random times in the hallway...or whenever he sees me.

He's such a weirdo...

... ..

Wait...I'm almost exactly like him..

I just called myself a weirdo...T.T

Ah yes but I have a dinner date with Aunt Ian tonight ...or...something like that... o.O...I think..it's tonight... ...er....

....Uhm..

Yeah I'll be back---

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Cheaper by the Dozen?

Dec. 27th, 2003 | 09:13 pm
mood: peacefulpeaceful

Twelve kids. That's...a lot of children. I have twelve kids.
I never thought I'd have THAT many...funny how things turn out really...hmm
Well they're not bad kids. They behave(pretty much)most of them have some sort of powers...

Well I am truly happy these days. The war is finally over and my mother really stepped in and did her job...it was amazing. I knew she could do it all along.

Busy with school these days so I haven't had much time to play DDR..>.< I am going through withdrawal...it's calling my name...

I hope things continue to remain peaceful..I just want to get on with our lives..

Twelve kids...

o.o...

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